DOMS PAGLIAWAN

When I hear someone scoff at the idea of collecting things—shells, beetles, stones, leaves, or butterflies—I can’t help but feel like they’re missing a secret handshake with the universe. It’s as if they’ve never stared into the intricate veins of a pressed leaf or marveled at the iridescent wings of a pinned butterfly under glass. To dismiss collecting as childish or pointless is to misunderstand the sheer joy, the beauty, and the significance of capturing tiny fragments of the natural world in a way that tells stories across time.

I still remember my first collection—a handful of mismatched seashells I found during a low tide along a beach. Each shell was a story, a whisper from the sea: a conch with a crack hinted at storms surviving, while a perfect spiral felt like it held secrets only the waves knew. My friends teased me for hauling a “bag of broken sea trash,” but I didn’t care. I arranged them on a wooden board, added a label or two, and pressed a sheet of glass over them. That board was more than a keepsake—it became my first personal museum, where each piece begged me to imagine the lives they had lived.

Collecting isn’t just about hoarding pretty things; it’s a conversation with history and nature. Once, I stumbled upon an unusual beetle during a hike. Its metallic green body caught the sunlight, shining like an emerald among the leaves. Later, I learned that it was a jewel beetle, a creature whose kind had been inspiring indigenous patterns and jewelry designs for centuries. That beetle wasn’t just beautiful; it was a key to understanding the world around me, a tiny ambassador from the realm of biodiversity. Each collected item has the power to transport you to another time, another place, another understanding.

And then, there’s the sheer artistry of it all. Arranging a collection is like curating a miniature art gallery. My friend, a proud butterfly enthusiast, creates displays that look like vibrant mosaics frozen in time. Monarchs in fiery orange, swallowtails in velvety black and gold—all meticulously pinned with precision. Every time he shows me his work, I feel like I’m stepping into a painter’s studio where the brushstrokes are made of wings. There’s a quiet satisfaction in making order out of chaos, in turning a random assortment into something meaningful.

But let’s not ignore the fun of it. Hunting for that elusive perfect stone or the leaf with the most intricate skeleton is like a treasure hunt. My nephew joined me once on a search for heart-shaped rocks by a River. His face lit up with every find, even when the “hearts” looked more like squished potatoes. To him, they were diamonds, and in his childlike wonder, I rediscovered my own.

On the flip side, collecting also teaches patience. Some treasures don’t reveal themselves easily. The butterfly won’t land where you want it to; the stone you seek might be buried under layers of dirt. And then there’s the time I spent hours arranging my dried leaves into a perfect gradient of greens and browns, only to have the wind scatter them just as I finished. Frustrating? Yes. Worth it? Absolutely. These moments reminded me that beauty doesn’t always come easy, and that’s precisely what makes it precious.

Critics might argue that pinning a butterfly or mounting a beetle is cruel, a theft of life’s freedom. I see the point, but here’s where intent matters. A responsible collector respects nature, taking only what is abundant or already passed. An uncle of mine taught me this as he showed me how to preserve dragonflies. “Never catch one still alive,” he said. “Let it live its story first.” His words stayed with me, a quiet guide to balancing admiration with conservation.

The next time someone dismisses a collection as just a bunch of dead things under glass, I’ll simply invite them to look closer. Beneath that glass lies not just a beetle or a shell, but a window into the wonder and fragility of our world. Maybe what we need isn’t fewer collections but more people who see their value—because in preserving these tiny fragments, we’re also preserving pieces of ourselves.